Well i've figured out anther part of my problem is just missing people period i have no friends at home. I one of those touchy feely people to so i am used to random people all over the place. In mah dorm room i'd always have someone there and even if my bf was not showering me with attention someone else was. The was my subs who of course jumped when i told them to, and various friends that let me be my cuddle slut self. Now i ish all lonely! I've basically kidnapped one of my aunts friends to fill this gaping hole. ...... he doesn't seem to mind but god i have to get annoying i'm starting to stalk him because of my need for attention. I know i don't need constant attention but i've gotten spoiled and i've gotten to where texting on any phone but my own pisses me off.... so i've stonewalling my boy because my aunts phone ish weird. *sigh* I do feel sorta odd because i'm getting to where i'm falling asleep on or cuddle up next to leo, which is going to cause problems with my boy i just know it.
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